thecancer69laila

cintaku untuk mu wahai........

2010-11-03T17:46:00.001-07:00

Kata-kata pujangga: “ kasihkan manusia lepaskan dia kepada pilihan dan keputusannya kerana di situ tanda kita gembira melihat insan yang kita sayangi beroleh bahagia.”

Cinta lahir dari hati, tidak siapa dapat menghalang mahupun menjadikan cinta melainkan yang Maha Esa. Cinta dan kasih sayang adalah pekara berlainan walau bagaimanapun ia tidak dapat dipisahkan dari satu dengan yang lain. Melalui pemerhatian, ramai yang meluahkan rasa kasih sayang dan cinta kepada sesama makhluk mahupun sesuatu perkara melalui pelbagai cara. Ada yang mengasihi keluarganya dan meluahkan rasa cintanya melalui masa yang diluangkan bersama keluarga. Dan ada juga yang mencintai kebendaan seperti buku sehingga sanggup menyimpan koleksi buku-buku tersebut dan sanggup tersadai ditepian jalan untuk menunggu koleksi yang terbaru. Tetapi cinta yg digambarkan itu tidak akan bertahan selamanya kerana semuanya bersifat sementara.

Bukankah terdapat cinta yang kekal abadi? Yang sepatutnya terdapat pada setiap individu? Cinta ini membawa manusia kepada kebahagian sementara kepada kebahagian selama-lamanya. Yang membawa langkah manusia kepada jalan kebenaran dan mendekati harumnya syurga yang penuh kenikmatan. Cinta yg membawa kesejahteraan di dunia mahupun di akhirat. Cinta yang tidak perlu pada konflik dalaman mahupun luaran. Tahukah kamu cinta apakah yang dimaksudkan itu?

Iaitu cinta kepada Allah swt Tuhan yang Maha Esa yang Menjadikan dan yang Mematikan. Yang apabila dicintai, akan dibalas dengan kecintaan. Dan penamatnya adalah kebahagian bukannya kedukaan. Yang apabila dicinta, membuahkan iman dan melapangkan kesempitan dunia kepada keluasan akhirat.

Bila kita bicara tentang cinta, semestinya kita sinonim kepada “cinta-cinta monyet” dan disebabkn ini ramai memandang serong terhadap indah dan mulianya cinta itu. Tetapi kita tidak pula menggambarkan cinta yang sepatutnya dilihat dari kaca mata sebenar, iaitu kaca mata hati yang disulami iman. Bukankah cinta itu kurniaan illahi? Kita bicara tentang cinta yang halal dan suci tidak perlu pada cinta yang diprovokasi oleh barat yang sememangya rapuh yang telah mempengaruhi segenap masyarakat tidak kiralah hollywood, bollywood mahupun “koreanwood”. Kita bicarakan cinta kepada ibu bapa, suami/isteri dan anak. Bukankah itu semua kurniaan illahi? Kita bicarakan cinta seorang peraih kasih kepada Penciptanya. Kita bicarakan cinta seorang sahabat kepada sahabatnya. Cinta yang seharusnya berpaksi dan bermula dari asalnya kita, iaitu mencintai yang Maha Pencipta.

Tapi persoalan bagaimanakah kita bermain cinta? Dari sudut kekeluargaan, terkandungnya individu-individu nukleas. Sebagai suami yang bertanggungjawab terhadap keluarga, bagaimanakah kita menunjukkan rasa kasih dan sayang serta cinta kita kepada tuhan pencipta alam? Suami sememangnya mencintai anak dan isterinya dengan menunjukkan kasih dan sayangnya melalui pengorbanan yang dicurahkan kepada keluarganya. Bukankah indah jika sekiranya, suami yang mencintai anak dan isteri ini meletakkan kecintaannya itu kepada Allah swt?

Suami melakukan pekerjaan sehariannya kerana Allah swt dan melakukan aktiviti bersama keluarga juga kerana Allah swt. Seharusnya suami memandang kebahagian keluarga itu adalah kebahagian hasil dari hubungan dengan Allah swt. Segala aktiviti yang dilakukan suami, haruslah mempunyai nilai kecintaan terhadap tuhannya supaya anak dan isterinya turut mencintai tuhan yang dicintai suami atau ayahnya. Bimbinglah anak-anak dan isteri kepada dengan belaian kasih illahi dengan sewajarya.

Bertadarus bersama-sama setiap hari dan menjalankan riadah bersama-sama keluarga adalah antara aktiviti yang menunjukkan qudhwah hasanah yang sepatutnya ditonjolkon seorang suami. Suami harus seronok dan bersungguh dalam melakukan segala ibadat tidak kiralah walau senyum sekalipun, yang penting semuanya kerana Allah swt. Cukup setakat itu olahan bagi seorang suami.

Bagaimana pula isteri menunjukkan rasa cinta kepada Tuhan Maha Pencipta yang tidak dilahirkan mahupun melahirkan? Yang terutama sekali bagi isteri, alangkah indahnya jika taat dan patuh pada perintah suami yang beriman semuanya diletakkan kerana Allah swt. Suasana keluarga selalunya ditentukan oleh pengaruh seorang isteri.

Oleh itu layanlah dan senyumlah untuk anak dan suami semata-mata kerana kecintaan kepada Allah swt. Iaitu supaya anak dan suami rasa tenang dan bersyukur mempunyai isteri yang solehah dan umi yang penyayang. Cintalah suami itu kerana keimanannya terhadap Allah swt. Bukankah indahnya keluarga jika mempunyai seorang isteri mahupun ibu yang bersabar dengan karenah anak-anak dan suami semuanya kerana syukurnya dia dan cintanya dia kerana Allah tuhan yang satu yang telah mengurniakan kepadanya suami dan anak sebagai rezeki? Didiklah anak-anak dengan jiwa islam melalui bimbingan terhadap akhlak yang mulia. Hasilkan perasaan untuk meilhat anak dan suami mencintai tuhan yang Esa.

Bagaimana anak memainkan peranan di dalam keluarga untuk menunjukkan kecintaannya terhadap Allah swt? Jadilah anak yang taat kepada ibu bapa, walaupun fikrah kita tidak sama dalam perjuangan, namun merekalah yang membesarkan kita. Tidakkah kita mahu melihat mereka turut serta dalam perjuangan kita? Tunjukkanlah kepada mereka akhlak yang baik kerana setiap perubahan walau sekecil manapun akan tetap dirasa oleh ibu bapa. Jadikan masa yang diluangkan kepada ibu dan bapa sebagai ibadat kerana Allah swt supaya dapat membalas budi dan jasa mereka. Ini melambangkan kita bersyukur dengan kurniaan Allah swt kerana memberi kita peluang bersama dengan keluarga.

Tidakkah kita kasihan kepada orang-orang yang tidak berpeluang mempunyai nikmat ini? Tidakkah kita cinta dan sayang kepada ibu bapa kita? Letakkanlah kecintaan itu semata-mata kerana Tuhan yang menjadikan mereka, yang juga menjadikan kita. Bersyukurlah dan jadilah anak yang soleh yang selalu membaca al-quran dikala subuh hari mahupun disetiap waktu bagi menyejukkan mata memandang dan meringankan beban yang dipikul.Bukanlah cinta itu semata-mata kerana kekasih, tetapi cinta yang asalnya kerana Allah swt. Terlalu banyak untuk coretan tentang cinta ini. Tetapi penulis mahukan pokok yang subur hasil bajaan pembaca sendiri. Dahulukan cinta kita kerana Allah swt, kemudian cintalah makhlukNya kerana Allah swt jua. Selamat bercinta, dan sudahkah anda bercinta denganNya?

..........Cinta Ilahi melebihi segala-galanya. ......... ...

Tanpa Cinta
Kita hilang tenaga
Tanpa Cinta
Kita bakal memiliki jiwa yang gersang
tandus kasih sayang
Tanpa Cinta
Kita tiada arah
mencari panduan hidup

Cinta Ilahi....... ......
Cinta terhadap pemilik alam ini
Cintailah Dia melebihi segala-galanya
Jadilah kita orang yang paling berbahagia di dunia ini

2010-09-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

These are my beloved friend's name:

*アイン

*ロビ

*アニス

And this is my name:

*ナビラ

-happy to share with all of you=)

ありがと！；）

ahlan wa sahlan ya Ramadhan!!

2010-08-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah...I still have a chance to be with Ramadhan, once again. This is the time for me to fulfill my responsibility as a Muslim, to make a change in myself and be a better slave to the Creator, Allah s.w.t. I do wish to be a good girl to mama and papa. Ottosan, okasan..if you read this..please let me be someone for the Ummah.You will never regret. This is my promise, you'll always be my inspiration. No matter how old you would be, I'll always be close to you. Even though I know that one day, as a woman I have to be loyal to my husband, but trust me that you'll never lose me. I'll find a soleh and mujahid man who will guide our family to be a happy family and been blessed by Allah. Insya Allah.. But first and for most, let me be someone and serve for my brothers and sisters all around the world and my Ad-din, insya Allah..amin!!

The most memorable experience in our lives…

2010-08-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, 30th July. We planned to search for our lecture books at Jalan TAR, a well known place in Malaysia. Most of the things are there to seek for, example clothes, arbaya, brooches, foods and also books. When I was a kid my parents used to bring us (the sisters) there every ‘back to school’ promotion and two days before Aidilfitri, before we got back to our hometown. So, I just get used to live and grow in this big city. Ha! We go back to our topic.

Kak Robi, Kak Hanis, Ain and me took a train to Bank Negara station. Less than an hour later, we arrived there around 1pm. They were really excited with their ‘jalan2’ tour, and I had to play my role as a tour guide to entertain them. It was such a good feelings you know, when you got a chance to give someone a new experience in their lives! Frankly, I was really happy to make them happy. Then, when we reached at the Minerva Bookstore, we asked a worker to assist us by giving him the title of the books and the authors. That uncle was really efficient in his job, but unfortunately the book was sold out. We don’t lose hope but to seek in every bookstore that exist in Jalan TAR. Gambatte!!

One hour of walking till we reached at the tip of the road, we couldn’t even find a single book! Robi and I were really hungry to death. Robi said “guys, come on. How about have lunch here.” She pointed to a restaurant named ‘restoran Bilal’. We eat an extraordinary menu that is ‘nasi beriyani ayam madu’, no more ordinary ‘nasi goreng’. Haha! Later, we perform our zuhr prayer at Masjid India. A well developed mosque compared to before. What a great experience!

After finished our prayer we went out to see where else could we find the books. Unintentionally, we found a big Bazaar that attracting us to have a look on that bazaar. See only, don’t touch! Hehe… (to avoid from buying). Just like an ordinary ‘China Town’ in Petaling Street where people always sell the fake LV, Prada and Gucci things! I already get bored with all those things. I’m a kind of person who doesn’t appreciate any non-original things. Most important is quality. For example, do you want a fake husband (who’s not sincere)? Of course not! Haha=D

Ha! Guest what?? I found my favorite da’ie singer’s original CD, Maher Zain!! I don’t think twice. I buy it right away because that’s the only thing I’ve been looking for. Even though all my friends already owned all his songs in their laptop, but I own his CD ;p…. I’ll always support you, Maher! Thanks Allah, you make my wish come true..love you so much!!

After not knowing where to go, we took Putra LRT heading towards KLCC, wishing that the books would exist there, at Kinokuniya perhaps. I’m as the tour guide would always lead the walk, even though I didn’t remember which way to go to Kinokuniya =p huhu….but there’s signboards right? Life is always has their own solution. I hate reading maps. As we all know, “women are really pathetic in reading maps”, but kak Robi is an expert map reader. Kinokuniya is a huge bookstore, two floors and a café. Regrettably, the books weren’t there. They have the same title but different authors which they just ordered, but the price is RM300+! When I checked back the books that’s been published by Pearson and Mc. Graw Hill, they cost almost triple compared to the price we pay at our campus’s bookstore. Moral of the story, don’t buy at Kinokuniya.

We got no time to be wasted in KLCC, because we had to decide where else could we find the books. I told them, “If we want to save money, we have to walk from KLCC to Pavilion, KL. There’s a bookstore named ‘Times’ at Pavilion. Maybe we can find it there”. For me it’s not so far but I’m afraid they’ll get punctured. Impressively, they were really excited while side seeing the metropolitan city. Huh, I’m so glad to see them happy. While walking, I told them that I always hang out with my sisters here because my mom’s office is next to Pavilion. But there’s nothing to be bought in this five star shopping complex, only window shopping.; ) To make it short, we didn’t found any books in our one-day treasure hunting, even we’d entered MPH bookstore in Crowne Hotel.

Finally, we went back to Jalan TAR. We took Monorail to Medan Tuanku station. We prayed at three different places that day. Zuhr prayer at Masjid India, Asr prayer at Pavilion and lastly Maghrib prayer at Maju junction. After having dinner and pray at Maju Junction, we went to Sogo because kak Hanis wanted to buy a cushion or small pillow to make it as her ané (bantal busuk dalam bahasa kaum kerabat aku). Just joking with you ok, kak Hanis! =) At 9pm plus, we went back home by using KTM. Our energy is still positive by the time we were in the train, even though we could achieve our goal to buy lecture books. At least we try and have determination to seek for the books. Just like what kak Hanis had told us before, “Allah sees our uphill struggle in it”.

Pity us right? But we didn’t think so. Indeed, that was the most valuable experience that we’ve gone through and we did learned something new in our lives on that day, “Experience is the best teacher”.

my happy friends!

from left: me, kak Robi, Ain and Huda. kami terserempak ngan Huda kt KLCC haritu........

at the Pavilion, key ell.....

slumber giler muke kak Anis..hehe

in front of Crowne Plaza Hotel...

masya Allah..nice scenery...

huhu....macam kat oversea=P

time for dinner...

kakak2 kami yang penyayang....

tunggu bus...baru abish class...

nanti aku nak tunjuk gambo nih kat anak2 kowang..hehe

-wallahu a'lam-

MAHASISWA PERHIASAN UNIVERSITI

2010-07-27T17:33:00.001-07:00

Hidup ini sungguh seronok untuk dikaji. Kita dapat kenali diri kita atau diri seseorang di sekeliling kita melalui: darah, bulan kelahiran, warna kesukaan dan berbagai lagi. Anda sukakan warna apa? Merah, kuning, hijau atau biru? Saya suka biru. Ok, kalau nak tahu kita tunggu selepas ini……..=) topic perbualan kita pada kali ini adalah bersempena KARSIS dan tetamu undangannya ialah Ustazah Nurul Suhadah Shuib (kak Su). Beliau merupakan pelajar tahun 4 jurusan ‘law’ di ex-universiti saya, UIAM. Sudah berkahwin, isteri kepada Ust. Shaari. Kak Su kata kalau di UIA, pasangan yang berkahwin dapat elaun RM1,000. Dalam hati saya terdetik “wuish, kenapalah aku keluar dari UIA…” hehe saya bergurau jer. Ada hikmah disebalik itu sebenarnya, kalau saya tidak pindah saya tak dapat nak kenal kawan-kawan saya yang baik2 di USIM nih kan? Ok, kali ini saya tidak akan berbincang dalam bahasa Inggeris sebab tajuk kali ini adalah khusus buat anak bangsa saya terutamanya wanita yang berbangsa Melayu.

Adakah anda setuju bahawa kita sebagai wanita ini hanyalah sebagai perhiasan sahaja di university ini? Saya akan katakan, ya! Kenapa? Anda marah? Tidak berpuas hati? Baguslah kalau marah dengan pendapat saya walhal saya pun seorang wanita. Cuba anda fikirkan apa fungsi anda sebagai mahasiswi di university ini? Seorang mahasiswa sepatutnya banyak mengkaji, mengkaji dan mengkaji untuk mendapatkan jus ilmu dan pengalaman untuk menjadi seorang ‘scholar’. Ini tidak, dok bershopping, tengok movie dalam laptop, tidur sampai dah tak ingat dunia! Jangan mengamalkan ‘3K’! Saya menulis ini kerana saya mencabar diri saya sendiri. Saya sangat respek dengan kak Su walaupun baru sekali saya berjumpa dengan beliau dan tak pernah berjumpa dua pasang mata pun. Beliau memberi ‘first impression’ yang sangat positif kepada semua audience.

“WHAT MATTERS MOST IS HOW YOU SEE YOURSELF.”

Kalau kita bayangkan diri kita sebagai kucing, kucinglah kita. Jikalau kita membayangkan diri kita sebagai singa, maka singalah kita! Satu tip best untuk anda semua. Saya yakin anda (wanita) mesti suka lihat cermin kan? So, cuba anda bayangkan siapa diri anda yang kat dalam cermin itu sepuluh tahun akan datang. Jangan lupa untuk senyum!=)

“SETIAP DARIPADA MANUSIA DILAHIRKAN DALAM FITRAH” SEBAIK-BAIK KEJADIAN…

Anda dilahirkan sebagai seorang juara sebab anda berjaya untuk berada di dalam perut ibu, membesar dan keluar dari pangkal rahim ibu anda sebagai seorang insan yang sempurna dan comel. Untuk Berjaya kita kena berusaha dan musuh kepada cemerlang adalah ‘BAIK’. Definisi kecemerlangan adalah lebih dari baik (better than best!). Islam itu cemerlang:- Azan (10kali sehari) dan lebih holistic.

SIKAP MEMAINKAN PERANAN YANG PENTING DALAM MEMBENTUK KEJAYAAN!

Sebuah kajian dari Harvard Business School mendapati bahawa ilmu, kemahiran, maklumat hanyalah 7% penyumbang kepada kejayaan, manakala 93% yang membawa kepada kejayaan adalah sikap seseorang individu. Anda tidak percaya, anda lihatlah sendiri rakan-rakan di persekitaran anda. Jadilah pemerhati yang tajam (terhadap perkara yang positif sahaja) dalam menilai seseorang.

CABARAN:

- The ‘Silent’ Majority:- 60%mahasiswi, 40%mahasiswa. Maksud ‘The Silent majority’ adalah mahasiswi2 yang berada di dalam university yang hanya memenuhkan kuota atau meramaikan universiti dan tidak menyumbang banyak (contribute something) kepada universiti.

- Masalah social:- seperti yang kita ketahui mengenai budaya ‘couple’, zina, pembuangan bayi etc. Nauzubillah.. Insya Allah bukan di U kita ini, U kat Afrika Selatan sana tuh…

PERANAN:

ü Ubah cara anda melihat diri anda. Ada 2 jenis mahasiswi: 1) intelektual 2) golongan muda. Anda pilihlah anda yang mana satu.

ü Cari ilmu ‘pengalaman’. Ilmu ini kalau anda cari anda dapat, orang lain tak dapat.

ü Belajar sambil mencabar. “belajarlah sambil mencabar. Mahasiswa pengetahuan tidak terjuntai seperti pisang, bangsamu tidak maju tanpa pemimpin berpengalaman (mencabar) dan terpelajar”

ü Tingkatkan ‘iqra’’. Idealism

ü Jurubicara ummah. Jadi moderator, ahli panel forum etc.

ü Master your field. (kompetensi)

*Al-Qawiyy

*Al-Amin

WANITA & SISWI:

Khadijah:- Pakar psychology dan pakar ekonomi

Aisyah:- Pakar hadis dan pakar Penyelidikan

Hindun:- Pakar strategi peperangan dan pakar perundingan

Hafsah Umar Al-khatab:- Pakar hafazan

Asma’ bt Yazid:- Khatibah wanita

Akhir kalam dari saya, terimalah hasil bagi penyelidikan tentang sifat2 seseorang melalui warna:

*MERAH: kretif, innovative, suka sosial, suka menarik perhatian, aggressive, mampu menceriakan suasuna

*KUNING: suka ceria, suka senyum, suka berjenaka, suka seni, childish, suka kerja seni

*HIJAU: pentagram kesatuan, ikhlas, peramah, suka cakap tak henti-henti, kecerdasan idea, genius

*BIRU: suka membantu, keluarga adalah keutamaan, sangat disenangi, suka bicara dengan lembut, lembut, sensitive

Wallahu a’lam…....

WELCOME MY 2ND YEAR!!

2010-07-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

I'm going to be the second year student of Islamic Science University of Malaysia.haha! And of course my aim is lillahi taala. I just want to study hard for the juice of barakatul 'ilmi and get active with my life and with all the people that I've met before, my friends and my brother in Islam in US, Australia, Japan, Algeria and Netherland. I wish that we could keep in touch no matter where we are in this world. God bless us always. Amin!=D

HOME SWEET HOME..!!

2010-07-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

Thursday,8th July '10....

Today my dad, my mom and kak jaja came to my campus to help me pack my things and move out from hostel. I'm moving to my new rental house in Acacia Avenue (is it correct?? i'm not sure..=p). It's a new terrace house in Nilai, near to my USIM campus which is 10 minutes walking. My house's feng shui is good..hehe because I can look at a beautiful playground in front of my house every time I wake up in the morning! I'm just get used to have a playground in front of my house since I was a kid.

I am so lucky to have such a supportive family. you know what?? My mom bought me a 'lesung batu' for my 20th birthday!! and of course she gave me another present, a cute Pooh Diary. So, I can write journal about my adult life..hehe.. Hah! My family also were very eager to clean up the house. My dad used his super duper 'Rainbow' multi purpose magic machine to clean the house so that it looks sparkling! haha=D I love it. The house is quite big for me but it's quite suitable for me and my other 14 housemates!! (can you imagine it?? well..I can ;)hehe...) Alhamdulillah. Everything is going fine.

Indeed, I love that house and to all my new knowing housemates, "Welcome to the new house! home sweet home.." Furthermore, not forgetting my senior who work hard for this home.thank you and together we take an excellent care of this house!love you all=D

hectice and enjoying life!! huh ;0

2010-07-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

I've become a very FULLTIME student!! no holiday since I started my 2nd sem of studying..choyyy 

but I'm still ok and keep on a normal life with my family and friends. Since i am already 20 from yesterday, I have to prepare with my adult lifestyle..it's not that I'm doing such a big havoc things like play truant in my lecture or clubbing..but I have to do something that is really meaningful to myself and people around me. I have to serve for my family, my religion and my ummah. And not forgetting my sisters, brothers and my children in Palestine. 

Wish me luck and pray for the best of me in the future!! Amin!=D 

For my beloved late grandma...

2010-07-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, my family and I went back to our hometown in Muar to do some 'gotong-royong' in cleaning up my tok jah's cemetery at Batu6. Everybody has to wait for us to arrive cause we departure from Kuala Lumpur. the day is not too hot and it's not raining..just nice and the wind is whispering in my ears..hehe

*my tok jah is in there...i miss you,atok.....

We were gathering there just to work together, tidy up the cemetery and add more 'turrab' in it. ehmmm I can still remember the day when she'd gone from my life. In one afternoon in a very good day, Friday..when all the muslim men were preparing to go for solat jumaat and I was preparing to perform solat Zuhr. Then, my warden called me. So I went to her house with a big question mark in my head (?). She whispered to me calmly, "Asmah, awak bersiap sekarang ye..nenek awak dah meninggal". I was spechless and I just obey what my warden says.

When I reached the musolla, I started to cried out loud and my body felt so weak and shaking that I can't stand up to perform my prayer. I cried one's heart is satisfied, then I have some strength to pray but still can't stop the tears out of my eyes. After finished my prayer I quickly packed my bags and bought a ticket to Muar. "Tok Jah, atok jer nenek yang Nabila ada. Nabila dah takde nenek dah..........." I sodaqoh for her the verses of Holy Quran till the funerals.

Later on the same year, the two sisters of grandma followed her to the next life....and on the same day, 'Yaumu Jumaah'.

*they're filling the 'turrab' (earth) in the cemetery

*my cutie little cousins......

*Hidayah

*our late uncle Yazri is now close to his mom....

*dah cantik daa...

PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!!

2010-06-27T10:44:00.000-07:00

Every day we tell each other

That this day will be the last

And tomorrow we all can go home free

And all this will finally end

Palestine tomorrow will be free

No mother no father to wipe away my tears

That's why I won't cry

I feel scared but I won't show my fears

I keep my head high

Deep in my heart I never have any doubt

That Palestine tomorrow will be free

Palestine tomorrow will be free

I saw those rockets and bombs shining in the sky

Like drops of rain in the sun's light

Taking away everyone dear to my heart

destroying my dreams in a blink of an eye

What happened to our human rights?

What happened to the sanctity of life?

And all those other lies?

I know that I'm only a child

But is your conscience still alive

I will caress with my bare hands

Every precious grain of sand

Every stone and every tree

'Cause no matter what they do

They can never hurt you

Coz your soul will always be free

Palestine tomorrow will be free

BERLARI

2010-06-13T17:35:00.000-07:00

Aku yang telah merasa keliru
Aku yang tak tahu mana nak tuju
Sampai bila harus aku menjadi bisu

Kamu yang mahu mencintai aku
Kamu yang mahu mencintai dia
Haruskah cinta ini jadi begitu
Tak perlu kau merayu
Pergilah bersamanya
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tak perlu kau menyakiti

 
Kini ku bebas tanpa bayangmu lagi
Bebas ‘tuk berlari
Mengejar impian aku
Yang terkunci
Walaupun tanpamu di sisi
Aku kan berlari
Teruskan berlari

Dan kini semua telah terbukti
Tanpamu ku masih ada di sini
Mengejar impian yang hampir pasti
Kamu yang mahu mencintai aku
Kamu yang mahu mencintai dia
Haruskah cinta ini jadi begitu

Tak perlu kau merayu
Pergilah bersamanya
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tak mahu kau menyakiti

Gelap sudah menjadi terang
Pandangan semakin jauh
Jauh meninggalkan kamu
Terus ku terus berlari
Kan ku capai bintang itu

Lagend of Devil Boy!!

2010-06-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

I was thrilled to watch 'Lagenda Budak Setan'. It was adapted from a novel written by Ahadiat Akashah, a greatest Malaysian novelist. Actually I'm really not that kind of person who love to read novels, but I really love watching movies!! That's why I will not missed watching this film and for your information, this is my first time enjoying Malay love movie in the cinema. Bad girl huh...=p haha "support local movie!!"

This movie is about a boy named, Kasyah (Farid Kamil) with his friends, Sapi, Man, Cin Cai whom are the naughtiest students in campus. They like breaking rules in the university and thay named their group as "Anti-Women's Group". Suddenly, Kasyah's behavior changed drastically when he first time met a new student, Ayu (Lisa Surihani). She's really a beautiful girl.

But for me all the conflicts in this movie come just because of misunderstanding the real meaning of love..the only good character in this film is only Kasyah, even though he's the devil boy but at least he is such a loyal and sincere person in love. That's the kindness that he has in the innerside.

Frankly speaking, this is not the right way for all of the audiences to follow the love 'style'....ok peace=D

Sometimes...................

2010-06-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish to go some places like this.............

Sometimes I wish to have a bedroom like this.......

Sometimes I wish to have a pool like this............

Sometimes I wish to have a house like this...................

Masya Allah.......!! So beautiful!!!=)

2010-06-02T21:53:00.000-07:00

“Telah diriwayatkan daripada Siti Aishah bahawa ia telah berkata : “Sedang aku menjahit baju pada waktu sahur (sebelum subuh) maka jatuhlah jarum daripada tanganku, tiba-tiba kebetulan lampu pun padam, lalu masuklah Rasulullah s.a.w. Ketika itu juga aku dapat mengutip jarum itu kerana cahaya wajahnya, lalu aku berkata, ” Hai Rasulullah alangkah bercahayanya wajahmu!
Seterusnya aku bertanya: ” Siapakah yang tidak akan melihatmu pada hari kiamat?”

Jawab Rasulullah : “Orang yang bakhil.”

Aku bertanya lagi : “Siapakah orang yang bakhil itu?”

Jawab baginda : “Orang yang ketika disebut namaku di depannya, dia tidak mengucap selawat ke atasku.”

Cintailah Rasulullah… jangan membenci segala kata-katanya, perbuatannya serta arahannya kerana kesannya yang pasti tidak akan dapat melihat wajah Rasulullah..Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin…

happy!!

2010-06-01T21:24:00.001-07:00

One evening, my family and I hang out at KLCC. We had a good day at the park. Suddenly, there’s a heavy down pour in a long period. After a few hours the rain keeps on falling till it become a big flood. I was really scared because I saw many cars on the street sinking and collapse. It was horrible! I asked my father, “papa, what is happening?” But he ask me not to say anything, just be quiet.

Suddenly, we saw a very big wave come from behind the KL Tower!! It height is as tall as the KL Tower. We got really shocked and quickly run to get the lift to go to the higher floor of the KLCC. Then, we stayed at a restaurant to save our lives. Unfortunately, the flood become worse and get even higher. There were a lot of people running outside the restaurant to save their life, but they been swept away by the big wave. Pity them.

Now, all we have to do maybe for the last time in our lives is recite syahadah because there is no hope for us to survive. Yes, I admit that we shouldn’t loss hope in life. But before anything happen we must come back to ALLAH so that we’ll be dead in Islam. The situation becomes even bad. All we can see around us is just the floating cars, destroyed building and dead people.

Suddenly, I open my eyes. Thank God that i was just dreaming. I really had a bad nightmare and I’m so scared to lost my family. Is this a sign??

2010-04-11T08:00:00.001-07:00

HIJAB FOR WOMEN

Question:

Why does Islam degrade women by keeping them behind the veil?

Answer:

The status of women in Islam is often the target of attacks in the secular media.
The hijab or the Islamic dress is cited by many as an example of the subjugation of women under Islamic Law. Before we analyze the reasoning behind the religious mandate of ‘hijab’, let us first study the status of women in society before the advent of Islam.

In the past women were degraded and used as an objects of lust (nafsu).

The following example from history illustrate the act that the status of women in earlier civilization was very low to the extent that they were denied basic human dignity:

1) Babylonian Civilization:

Women were degraded and were denied all rights under the Babylonian law. If a man murdered another woman/man, instead of him being punished, his wife was put to ddeath.

2) Greek Civilization:

Greek Civilization was considered the most glorious of all ancient civilizations. Under this very glorious system, women were disadvantaged of all rights and were looked down upon. In Greek mythology, an’imaginary woman’ called ‘Pandota’ is the root cause of misfortune of human beings. The Greek considered women to be subhuman and inferior to men. Though chastity of women was precious, and women were held in high esteem, the Greek were later overwhelmed by ego and sexual perversion. Prostitution became a regular practice amongst all classes of Greek society.

3) Roman Civilization:

When Roman Civilization was at the zenith of it’s ‘glory’, a man even had the right to take the life of his wife. Prostitution and nudity were common amongst the Romans.

4) Egyptian Civilization:

The Egyptian (pre-Islam) considered women evil and as the sign of the devil.

5) Pre-Islamic Arabia:

Before Islam spread in Arabia, the Arabs looked down upon women and very often when a female child was born, she was buried alive.

Islam uplifted the status of women and granted their rights 1 400 years ago. Islam expects women to maintain their status.

Hijab for men

people usually only discuss ‘hijab’ in the context of women. However, in the glorious Qur’an Allah (swt) first mentions ‘hijab’ for men before ‘hijab’ for the women. The Qur’an mentions in Surah An-Noor:

“Say to believing men that they should lower their gaze (stare) and guard their modesty (humility): that they will make for greater purity for them: and Allah is well acquainted with all that they do.”

[An-Noor 24:30]

The moment a man looks at a woman and if any brazen or unashamed thought comes to his mind, he should lower his gaze.

Hijab for women

The next verse of Surah An-Noor, says:

“ And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what must ordinarily) appear thereof that they should draw veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to theirs husbands, their fathers, their husbands’ fathers, their sons…..”

[An-Noor 24:31]

six criteria for Hijab.

According to Qur’an and Sunnah there are basically six criteria for observing hijab:

I. Extent:

The first criterion is the extent of the body that should be covered. This is different from men and women. The extent of covering obligatory on the male is to cover the body at least from the navel to the knees. For women, the extent of covering obligatory is to cover the complete body except the face and hands up to the wrist. If they wish to, they can cover even these parts of the body. Some scholars of Islam insist that the face and the hands are part of the obligatory extent of ‘hijab’.

All the remaining five criteria are the same for men and women.

II. The clothes worn should be loose and should not reveal the figure.

III. The clothes worn should not be transparent such that one can see through them.

IV. The clothes worn should not be so glamorous as to attract the opposite sex.

V. The clothes worn should not resemble those of the opposite sex.

VI. The clothes worn should not resemble those of the unbeliever i.e. they should not wear clothes that have special identity or symbols of the unbelievers religions.

to be continued.....

MAHER ZAIN'S SONG

2010-04-08T21:23:00.001-07:00

For the Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I’m here with you now let me let you know

You’ve open my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was change when you came along

Ooooooo

And there’s a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I’ll be with you

I’ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I’ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I’ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I’ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You’re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we’re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything change when you came along

Ooooooo

And there’s a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I’ll be with you

I’ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I’ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I’ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I’ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you’re here

In front of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I’m singing loud that I’ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life

I’ll be with you

I’ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of time

I’ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I’ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I’ll be there for you

I know deep in my heart

-Maher Zain-

THANK YOU ALLAH

KANTOI.......

2010-03-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

semalam I call you, you x answer

you kate you keluar pergi dinner

you kate you keluar dengan kawan you

but when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true...

so I drove my car pergi Damansara

Tommy kate maybe you tengok bola

tapi bila I sampai you,you x ade

lagi lar I jadi giler..

so I called and called sampai you answer

you kate sorry sayang tadi x dengar

my phone was on silent I was at the gym

tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain...

sudahlar sayang, I don't believe you fools know

that your words would never true

why am I with you I pun x tahu

no wonder lar my friends pun xsuka you

so I guest that's the end of our story

akhir kate she accepted his apology

tapi last2 kita dapat tahu, she was cheating too

with her..x-boyfriend's best friend....Tommy....

KANTOI.......

-sang by zee avi-

2010-03-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

MAHASISWA BERKAHWIN : ADAKAH TERLARANG?

Aku pada mulanya tak berminat nak pergi forum yang dianjurkan oleh kolej kediaman. Aku pun pelik kenapa tajuk seperti ini dibincangkan? Tak pernah aku terfikir benda2 cam nih..Tapi bila ak wat reseach kt internet, owh memang isu ini sudah lama dan hangat d’bincangkan. Ehm best gak alam univrsti nh…hehe .Aku pun diajak dan dihasut oleh rakan2 ku=)Biasalah bila dengar tajuk pasal cinta atau kahwin, tajuk best sape xnak pergi! Semua housemate kawan ku ajak aku “nabila,jomlah pergi. Tajuk best tuh..” kata kak Asma’ dan kak Dayah. Aku pun pasrahlah and ikut diorang turun ke cafe (tuh jelar port kitorang utk wat majlis, sambil dengar ceramah sambil bau orang masak..hehe).

Panel jemputan adalah kak Hanis, student PQS tahun 4. orangnya lembut dan sopan santun bila bercakap. Aku pun x selembut dia... malu=). Panel yang kedua is kak Nora, student kaunseling tahun akhir. Sekarang dia sedang praktikal di sebuah firma. And last but not least seorang kakak yang sangat menjadi perhatian semua siswi, kak Shuhada. Sebab ape dia menjadi perhatian?? Sebab…dia seorang student FSU tahun3 yang sudah berkahwin dan baru sahaja melahirkan seorang anak bernama Ainul Mardiah. Malam tuh die datang ngan suami dan baby (husband dia pegang baby coz mama nak bagi ceramah…so sweet)

Haha!! First2 skali kak Hanis dah promote jomlah kita kawin beramai2 sebab kalo kawin dapat tenang hati and pointer pn makin naik!(berdasarkan pengalaman orang)...tapi kak Hanis pn x kawin lagi..camne tuh?=P.. senang kate jodoh tuh dari pada ALLAH..xyah sibuk2 nak cari2, nak b;couple2...skali kawin ngan orang lain.haa kan..(mmg ALLAH nak tunjukkan yang jodoh tuh atas kuasa DIA) Lambat atau cepat ia pasti datang, macam maut kite..yang penting Niat kita b’kawin tuh adalah semata-mata mencari keredhaan ALLAH.(bukan kerana I lap u, u lap me!ehe)

Kalo kawin ikut nafsu, mule2 mmg kentutpn wangi. Tapi believe me bnde tuh xlame..pastu mulalah kite cuit skit dah mengaum, sebab lepas tuh dah xde dah kentut wangi…haa sebab tuhlar jangan tergopoh2 nak kawin.. manusia mmg ske berdolak-dalik memberi alasan..“saya cinta awak keran Allah..” Awak cinta die krane Allah tapi awak buat bnde yang ALLAH larang, bnde haram…camne tuh??

Cite kak Shuhada lagi best. Die mmg xpnah bercinta and die bercinta selepas kawin. Suaminya pn xpenah b’cinta(klu kowg tgk..suami kak shuhada mmg warak giler..) Mereka bertemu atas dasar istikharah yg dibuat selama nh. Die first time tgk mke suaminya waktu majlis pertunangan. Lepas nikahlah baru mereka saling mengenali dan bercinta,24 jam berdating kat rumah kan syok..hehe..waktu tuh lar kita nak merasa kemanisan berumah tangga. Bukannya lepas bercinta pastu kawin..waktu tuh dah xtau ape nak cite waktu mlm pertama, coz semuanya pasal pasangan kita dah tau..masuk bulan kedua,semua pekong yang xpenah d’showkan wk2 b’cinta sme terbongkar…daaah kentut pn dah xwangi..haha!!

So, pada aku kalo jodoh ak dah smpai time tengah belajar aku trime jer asalkan kerana ALLAH dan b’dasarkan istikharah…tapi kalo ikut perancangan idup ak utk sedekad akan datang,nak kawin tuh lmbt lg..tapi kte hanya merancang, ALLAH yang menentukan. wa ALLAH U a'lam...

Tuesday, 16th March 2010

2010-03-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today i'm fasting...and got really tired. From early in the morning till at night I can't stop my brain reading on books, research and thesis..huhu(poyo...!!). till I have to break my fast in the bus 'cause the bus is late!! huh,x sukah..!! Please help me, I'm looking for a good and potential company to do SWOT analysis, research etc.on them.

p/s: to all my friend s in the whole world. Please keep in touch with me..especially in on9..thanx very much=)
nice meeting u all!!!

CINTA UNTUK NABILA..

2010-03-07T06:30:00.000-08:00

CINTA UNTUK NABILA

Cinta untuk Nabila

Aku cintakan sepanjang hidupku ini

Telah lama aku mencari

Ke mana hilangnya puteri

Apakan daya

Sudah suratan tertulis kita bertemu

Tika kini setelah berpisah

Salju yang beku terlerai sudah

C/O

Oh Nabila..

Lambang cinta yang telah layu

Hingga kini oh Nabila

Takkan lupa mengingati mu..

Oh Nabila..

Lambang cinta ku kepada mu

Hingga kini oh Nabila

Harapan ku agar kau mengerti

Kepada mu puteri..ku sanjung tinggi

Lagu untuk Nabila

Aku ciptakan bila mata terpejam lena

Ku utuskan bayu yang bertiup

Menyatakan cinta untuk Nabila

C/O

Oh Nabila..

Lambang cinta yang telah layu

Hingga kini oh Nabila

Takkan lupa mengingati mu..

Oh Nabila..

Lambang cinta ku kepada mu

Hingga kini oh Nabila

Harapan agar kau mengerti

Kepada mu puteri..ku sanjung tinggi

Lagu untuk Nabila

Aku ciptakan bila mata terpejam lena

Ku utuskan bayu yang bertiup

Menyatakan cinta untuk Nabila

Menyatakan cinta untuk..NABILA…

TODAY IN HISTORY!!!!

2010-02-27T10:56:00.000-08:00

Today, my heart was pumping so high. wanna know why?? Because I'm going to meet my client which I haven't met before. Actually we've been meeting virtually on the internet with his friend, a Philippines woman. She asked me about my product,we always sending mails and sometimes we are chatting through ym..then she introduce me with her friend, an England man named Tim. He called me asking about my product but we have a problem on when to make an appointment, because I'm busy with my study which is far from KL. We only can meet on weekends only. So I've decided on today,27th feb.

We set an appointment on this date, at PJ. I've been waiting for him for almost 1hour...I tried to call him but his phone off!!owh chill..think positively that his battery might dead at that critical time. I was going to make a move. Suddenly he message me saying that he was really sorry for not reply on my message because his phone dead and he'll be there in 30 minutes. Fiuuh!! Thank God..so, I have to wait for 30 minutes more. Then, I'd decided to changed place of meeting from Hilton to Secret Recipe. Half an hour later he arrived. When I entered the restaurant, I already saw the only white man there and I smiled at him and he know that's me. Then, I sat in front of him. At the moment when I sat in front of him, all the eyes of the customers in that restaurant were looking at me!! Maybe they were wondering what the hell did this Malay girl's doing with this English man. I was really nervous...! Chill Laila chill...

I take out my eMind and gave it to him. Then, he asked me to order anything. I was kind of shy and wanted to refused it but for the sake of he wanted to be nice to me then I accept it. I ordered ice lemon tea. Then we were talking,I asked him what's his job in Malaysia etc. And he asked me how's my study in the University and what course am I taking..etc. We were having a good conversation, but you know..sometimes I talk less than he did (english meh...ehe). When the waiter arrived with a coffee and a glass of lemon tea..then I took that drink while wondering why is this lemon tea got no ice?? A few minutes later came another glass of 'ice' lemon tea..I asked "who's this belongs to?" He said "mine..actually I ordered two drinks and I didn't ask for ice because sometimes they might put more ice and less drink in it".. Huh?!! Owh my god! That means this lemon tea that I drank is his drink.I was really ashamed and I say "I am so sorry..=(" he say "It's ok =)".... Aiyaaa malu seh...=p

Later, I told him that I came with my friends that will explain to him more on this eMind "they're now at 'mamak store'you know mamak store" (it's that words is correct??ehe)..and he says "ok". A few minutes later my friend, Shidi and my sister came. Than, we all chatting and got comfortable to each other..He wanted to buy it right now but unfortunately we haven't any extra units of that gadget. So, he decided to come tomorrow with his friend (that Philippines girl) who's on her way to KL from Singapore.He'll go to my gallery tomorrow. Actually, many of his friends want to buy this gadget including his own boss!! Whaoh..cool babe. It's gonna be huge!
Then, he has to make a move cause he has to pick his friend at Puduraya. We say bye to each other nice meeting you..=p

I told you.... 'It's Gonna Be Huge!!!'

Valentine's Day Movie!!

2010-02-24T23:27:00.000-08:00

Actually I'm eager to watch The Valentine's Day movie but don't have chances till at this moment, finally I have the opportunity to watch that crazy stuff!!haha..This Valentine's Day is a 2010 American romantic comedy film directed by Garry Marshall. The screenplay was written by Katherine Fugate.

There are a lot of love out there that comes unexpectedly..and unpredictable things happen. We might fall in love at a first sight and we might also been left behind in a split second. There are many reasons for things that happened, it might be because that person is not ready (like jessica alba in the movie), it might also be that he wants to seek for something in his life. Or it might even be that he doesn't loves that girl anymore! He find a little plesure out there and get bored with that girl,than he left her. Or he left her slowly and get apart from her because he might being busy until he has no time to spend for that girl or even any girls.

But he left her without any reason! She's been crying for days and months with no spirits to live her life anymore..blaming her self for things that happened.."is this my fault? Yes it's my fault for not being thankful!" she scolded her self..only friends and family were there to give support to her to come back and live a normal life,again.. Then, she thinks positively and whisper to herself "he might left me for a reason, but he don't want to let me know because he don't want me be worry. He might doing this to me just for the sake of he loves me and he wants to make me happy and he wants the best for me".

He makes a very close door for her to contact him, in any way..through phone, mail or even his facebook. He don't even want her to know what he do. She also cannot know how's he doing,fine in good health or not...
All she can do is praying to God that he'll be protected by the Almighty from any danger and bad things....
Pray is the weapon.

It's one of the true story that happen among us in this huge world that belongs to the Almighty.I believe in faith that there is a better life for us now or in our next life...

Go and watch this movie that has a lot of love stories in one movie!! The good moral from this story, take it... and the bad one, throw it away..!ok..=)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valentine%27s_Day_(film)

14 BLADES!!

2010-02-17T19:13:00.000-08:00

A kung fu thriller set during the Ming Dynasty and centered on a secret service agent (Donnie Yen) in the emperor's court who is betrayed and then hunted by...

Trained in clandestine combat from childhood, the Jinyiwei were masters of the 14 Blades. Above the law and with a license to kill, they devoted their lives and lethal prowess to the service of the Emperor alone. When the Imperial Court is taken over by evil eunuch JIA, the best of the Jinyiwei, QINGLONG is assigned to steal a list identifying those still loyal to the Emperor. Unbeknownst to Qinglong, the Jinyiwei have fallen under the control of Jia, and during the mission he’s betrayed and barely escapes with his life.Now as the most wanted man in the land Qinglong must seek out and rally the loyalists to rise against Jia and restore the Emperor to power.In his way are the deadliest assassins in the land, his former brethren, the Jinyiwei.

I'm impressed with the story because directly or indirectly it relates to my self..sometimes a man has to do everythings for the sake of their responsibilities without bethering their beloved ones, all I mean that he HAS to sacrifice his loves for the sake of his future..Qing Long is a very very brave man, he's a hero to his country and to a 'woman'...the heroin really hope for a hero,eventhough she knows that she has to marry a man that already been doing scandle with someone else..because she has no choice,because she's a woman (you know at that time..)but..

Sooner or later her dreams come true,because she's really strong and full of spirit..then she met with Qing Long, the real man. Love come unexpectedly..she doesn't realise that she loves him. Till at a moment when she'll do everything for him.. I still remember her word "no matter you lie to me or you tell me the truth, I'll always follow you..for the sake of you.Because I know all you always want to do is to protect me." Yes. Qing Long 'm'pergunakan die' because he wants her to be escaped from the bad people..and at the same time Qing Long teaches her to be brave..eventhough without him by her side..

At last, he manage to safe the his country and his beloved ones..the only one,coz he has no one in his life..

Go and watch frens!!all the 14 blades that belongs to Qing Long are really cool and high tech meh...!
I watch by my self, all the audiences in the cinema hall are chinese..and I could feel their spirits..

Cool...!

YESTERDAY..

2010-02-10T07:24:00.000-08:00

    Semalam hari yang sangat memenatkan bagi aku. Aku tak faham kenapa orang ske berpaling tadah dan tiada sikap bertanggungjawab terhadap tugas yang diberi..xpelar abaikan jer,muingkin xde rezeki aku utk dapat 100 unit amanah saham..=( ak trus smbung kelas cam biase,malas nak pikir..lagipun mama pesan jangan sesekali ponteng kelas..

   Habis kelas dalam pukul 5lebih aku terus balik nilam,sampai t'tidur2 dalam kelas..huhu.. Malam sudah tiba, perut aku pun jadi lapor giler!! lapas mangrib aku ajak wani and scha gi selera anak 'utara'..huhu itu adalah kali kedua aku makan kat tempat tuh selepas meraikan pemergian kak fiza menyambung pengajiannya ke Mesir..huuhu gempakx?! ktowng makan sampai kenyang can ular makan lembu..pastu t'duduk jer..

T'tiba ada sowg budak kcik(anak tokey) datang and letak a piece of paper beside me, and ad nmbr telefon kat kertas tuh..hehe act aku dah prsan dah bdak tuh, and ak dh agak nih misti dr bdak tkang masak kt dapur..heh ak tgk jer no. tuh pastu ak biarkan jer kt atas meja and make a move to pay the bill..I'm sorry, I'm single but not available..

  Lepas tuh ad discussion ngan group kelas, sekejap jelar..pastu ak ngn scha wat r hobi ktowg, on9..huhu ape lagi bukak rrr....bukak pe?? facebook lar sayang yoi..=p cek pnye cek kt email,ad stu email yang agak mengejutkan ak..ad satu ayat yang m'buat aku rase resah, terkejut, confuse and macam2 lg r..then aku kliklar kt link to that comment, suddenly the comment was not there..(thay's mean owg tuh dah delete blik)..tapi owg tuh xtau yang comment tuh dah masuk email aku..hehe aku xsangka die leh luahkan prsaan cam tuh tp xbrani...huhu tapi aku masih xdapat menerima sesiapa.

Aku hanya setia pada seorang insan yang pernah bertakhta di hati aku. Mintak maaf ye pada owg2 yang cbe memiliki hati ku ini..aku masih setia menanti insan itu..terlalu bnyak kenangan indah yang masih terngiang2 di ruang mindaku..

executive meeting

2010-02-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

today me and my course mates are going to have an executive meeting. this thing makes me want to throw out everything in my stomach..I don't know weather I'm ready or not, but all I know is I'm going to present it as good as I could.. peh!gegel seh..ehm today's event :

1) ICEP 5 and Karnival Pengajian Tinggi at Stadium Tertutup Nilai.

2) Proggrame Streamyx Cool Unipack!

Wow!! I'm very excited but I have to 'bodek' kak jaja to 'belanje' me hehe.. Last word me, enjoy your life and LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!

2010-02-01T21:24:00.000-08:00

ehm busy day today. I've done something crazy early in this morning.As usual, wani, scha and me went late for kuliyah today...then, we got a massage from our friend says that the lecturer, Dr. Razi was really angry with those who come late just. We,who are still in the bus got really scared to death..haha..then, we decided not to enter the kuliyah..hehe.. scared meh..

We asked a favor from a friend to sign the attendance for us..hehe( naughty right? ).What to do.. Rule no.1, "always play on the safe side". While waiting for the class to be ended, we spent our time shopping at the PKP. I bought BA workbook, a motivational poster, a magazine and print my beloved sportscars picture. I'll spend for whatever things that i think it's worth it. 'think before you throw your money'..hehe...

ehm actually, I have an important assignment to be settled up, that is 'Dakwah Assignment'. But I've no mood to do it..it must be written in arabic (that makes me going mad like a cow..! huhu...).But no sweat. i have a hero to help me with this thing.It's not that he'll do every single things for me,but he'll help in that 'arabic' language... Alhamdulillah...

Ok! gotta go...see you all next time..daa salam=)

2010-02-01T00:26:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a long time that he had left me without any reason. There's nothing i can say,only ALLAH knows why.. Maybe He loves me more than that man does.. All I can do is be thank full to ALLAH for giving me chance to live in His love.Since I love the All mighty,He do loves me with all His heart and He gives me happiness.ALLAH never let me be in frustration. I'm always in a good spirit.Yes,I can't deny that sometimes the vision of that man lays on my mind..flashing back all my memory towards him.Indeed life has to go on, even though without that man by my side;-( I always pray to ALLAH to give him the best in his life."Maybe you always be in successful in your life,in your career,and so on...

And may ALLAH give the best for me in the future..Aminn..!!

2010-01-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

Hye...long time no see huh..
actually i'm quite busy nowadays, since I enter the second semester of my study...cheeawah!hehe
Today my campus is having a PC fair and there got a lot of notebook, camera, mp3 and many more.. But unfortunately,i have no money to spend on that gadget=( I hope I'll have that chance, one day....

It's bored today cause most of my kuliyah for today are canceled, only 1left at 4-6pm...
daa.....c u soon.. muah!!!

2009-12-18T02:57:00.000-08:00

Firstly,I am really excited to watch the movie because I thought that Bella would be a vampire and as part of Carlisle's family. But unfortunately not yet. Actually Edward sucked her blood (in the 'Twilight") to take out the poison in Bella's body,it's the hardest thing he has ever done. Then, she's been eager asking from Edward to change her into a vampire. Next. I don't to tell you..haha you must watch it your self.

I hate the thing that suddenly the story switches my intention about who should Bella give her love to? On the first movie off course the true love is between Edward and Bella. But then I think that Bella should love Jacob (the werewolf) with all her heart because Edward left her just like that! For me, the most important thing is we should prefer the one who love us more than the one who we love. Indeed Jacob is the one who really loves her and sacrifice everything just to make sure that she is safe. Not Edward!

hurm..I'm just hope that the next movie will be a better ending. happily ever after....=)

KITA ADALAH PELOPOR TAMADUN BARU.

2009-12-16T07:09:00.000-08:00

This is a writing from my favourite motivator.. :

Ingat lagi kisah suatu hari sebuah kereta kecil? Ingat lagi kisah sebuah kereta besar lagi import yang mengatasi? Ingat lagi tentang sebuah motosikal besar berkuasa tinggi buatan Italy?

Semua kisah kenderaan ini mampu memberi kita motivasi sambil merenung makna kehidupan. Ia sebahagian daripada aliran Islam Hadhari. Dalam Islam Hadhari, kita digalakkan menggunakan kereta besar lagi mewah untuk ke masjid. Dengan itu kita seolah-olah memberitahu kepada orang kafir, Islam yang aku anuti tidak menghalang aku menjadi kaya. Ia tidak menghalang aku berusaha gigih dan kuat bekerja. Apa yang aku miliki ini lambang kepada unggul diriku dan tuntasnya agama anutanku.

Imam Besar Masjid Sultan Salahuddin, Shah Alam, Ustaz Haji Othman Hamzah, berkata, "Dulu orang pergi ke masjid berjalan kaki padahal dia ada kereta. Tujuannya supaya mendapat pahala lebih dan kelihatan zuhud serta bersifat hamba. Pun supaya tidak kelihatan sombong. Sebenarnya, kalau ada kereta Mercedes Benz mata belalang, bawalah kereta itu sewaktu ke masjid. Tunjukkan kekuatan umat Islam. Niat kerana ALLAH."

Konsep Islam Hadhari diperkenalkan supaya umat Islam di Malaysia menjadi pelopor tamadun baru yang dapat memimpin masyarakat dunia dalam membawa perubahan yang membina dan bersifat holistik. Umat Islam bukan sahaja perlu bergerak seiring dengan bangsa-bangsa lain malah perlu mempertingkatkan daya usaha, komitmen dan pengorbanan supaya negara kita terus dilihat sebagai negara contoh dan menjadi khaira ummah (umat terbilang).

Umat terbilang apanya kalau berjalan kaki kerana benar-benar tidak mampu akibat malas bekerja. Umat terbilang apanya kalau berkopiah buruk ke masjid sedangkan ada kopiah baru - semata-mata takut sombong, riak, takbur, ujub dan semua yang seangkatan. Penampilan diri kita yang melambangkan kemewahan jika betul niatnya kerana ALLAH juga adalah satu bentuk dakwah. Malah pada pandangan saya, dakwah seperti ini lebih berkesan daripada dakwah mulut - cakap saja berdegar-degar, buatnya tidak.

Seorang pendakwah yang memandu Hyundai Elantra bagi saya lebih dipercayai dan dihormati daripada yang memandu Proton Wira. Ukuran dunia sekarang mengikut apa yang engkau miliki - rumah jenis apa kamu tinggal dan kereta jenis apa yang kamu pandu.

Membangun dalam konteks ketamadunan tidak bererti menolak persoalan ritual secara total tetapi melihat Islam sebagai satu sistem yang mantap dan sempurna. Tamadun tidak akan berkembang dengan baik dan tuntas tanpa adanya dorongan daripada penghayatan aspek kerohanian.

Konsep hubungan dengan ALLAH dan hubungan sesama manusia dala aspek ketamadunan ini meletakkan manusia dengan dua tanggungjawab utama iaitu sebagai hamba kepada ALLAH dan khalifah yang mentadbir alam ini.

Kha;ifah apanya kalau diri sendiri bagaikan tidak terurus. Penganut agama lain terus memacu laju dan anda masih terkial-kial di temapat yang sama. Mewarisi kepapaan dan sifat pasif orang dahulu bukan aliran yang sesuai lagi pada zaman kini.

"Mari bekerja keras macam saya, jangan bersenag-senang walhal tak senang macam ramai daripada kita."

-DR. HM TUAH ISKANDAR-

love..love..love

2009-12-15T00:36:00.000-08:00

I don't really understand why girls can't think wisely when they are in love. I don't say all, but most of them become 'stupid' when they get into this emosional situation. Huh..I'm totally sick of it! Please listen to what am I going to say. Please do not put your personal into your job or your study and please be professional. Think twice or more before you act! I'm telling you this is serious..I know, you might not understand what I mean..

Sometimes we have to sacrifice something in our lives, or even in our DAILY life. It's not wrong to be in love.Even me myself also have my special soulmate. But please don't put away your study just because of your loved ones. Can you imagine a girl who would probably play truant her class just because want to have a date with her loved ones. I'm sorry..for me that is ridiculous. When you put the desire (so called as 'nafsu') in front of your sense, then you'll know the consequences.. I've tried to advice her but she won't listen. She even tell me that her loved ones is more important than anything.I told her that Azim (my loved ones) and me always get into dilemma when we have to cancel our date in the last minute just because either me or he has an extra class to attend. You might think we are a 'skema' couple..but you are totally wrong..ehehe..I'm actually in business study and Azim..haha frankly speaking, he doesn't like study (sorry baby..) but he likes vocational study. He's now study in culinary (chef meh....=) at ikbn, Melacca. How sweet..ehe

Ehm back to our story. For us, the most important thing is understanding and we must know how to defferentiate between priority and non priority, career and personal etc. I'm sorry if I would hurt anybody's hearts. I try to give the best to all the readers and my fellow friends, sincerely..

*these are the words of true love...

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

"Because You Loved Me" Song Lyrics

(Performed by Celine Dion)

2009-12-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry. It's been a long time that I didn't have a chance to update my blog, because I have to attend a Language Support Programme in my university. I met a lot of new friends there. I don't know what to say about that programme except it's busy, no break day, tiring and boring!huh..not enough facilities,no cc, no network..ehmm

But I'm glad to have new friends. They all are supportive and they are the one who cheer the class up. No story from me for tonight cause I am really sleepy. Daa...

Who??

2009-11-25T02:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday me and my sister went to Citibank to pay my father's credit card. There were many people queue up to pay for their credit cards. For the first time we learn how to pay credit card at the ATM mechine..ehe (very nervous maa).. I'm afraid that the mechine will swallow the card, feuh..everything is fine. It only took a few minutes to settle it.Very easy, very fast and very convenient. Then we walked out from there and walk trough Nikko Hotel. At that time I was bubbling about something that not many people could understand, "how the information transfer working from the ATM mechine to the mainframe in order to update our account?". My sister also listened to me without feeling.. =(

Suddenly, there's an untidy man standing right in front of the Nikko Hotel, singing hindustan song. Me and my sister started to open our steps widely and faster. Then, he followed us from behind. Oh man! Do you know how hard it is for me to walk hundred steps per hour using my short legs?! I couldn't stand it anymore. Me and my sister ran to our father's car like crazy people (at that time I was wearing baju kurung). After we reached there, we heard his voice laughing 'mengilai' like a 'kuntilanak' (malay's vampire..ehe).

Actually, I was wondering. Did he laughing at us because we acted like mad people?? What do you think others who watched the scene will think about? Who is mad actually..he or we?

dear PARENTS....

2009-11-23T20:22:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 24th Nov 2009

I wonder why is it so hard for us (as children) to transfer our heart, our feeling to our parents. I feel like there's a gap between adults and teenagers. Are they just can't understand us? Or maybe they don't want to understand us?? Is it because we have no frequent communication or daily communication between these two person? Maybe it's because the parents are very busy with their job, go out early in the and get back home at night. Huh, it's a typical phenomena that happen around us nowadays. But for me people are always giving a lot of excuses to escape from being blamed. Right?

When there's is hard time, there's is bless. Yes, that's their wrong, but as children we can't simply blame them. It's not their fault. It's not what they want. They wish to have times with their family, their beloved ones. But they didn't get the time freedom. All they can give is money, sending us to school, giving us some precious things or gadgets and so on. For me, sometimes we have to analysis (muhasabah) back for things we've been through and make an improvement.

Actually, they don't really know or understand what we want in our lives. They always say "no!", "you can't do it" and so on. They don't want us to make any mistakes. But that's wrong, dear parents. The best way is you must encourage the children to go for what they want to achieve in life and at the mean time you must act as a motivator and an advisor. Let the children make mistakes, and let them stand up once they fall. Failure that makes a person become more mature in life.

Indeed, what I wrote here is just an opinion...

all the good things come from the Almighty,

and the bad things come from my own mistakes.. =)

motivation back

2009-11-18T19:46:00.000-08:00

Thursday,19th Nov

I went to a fitness center just now, early in the morning(was invited for promotion) to have a slimming treatment. Firstly, the consultant observed on my height, weight and so on. Than, she explained to me about my over weight. The ideal weight for me is 50-52kg, which I've to put down 10kg to get the ideal weight. She offered me to attend a full body slimming treatment that is RM49. Huh! it's a trick. I knew it. I said that I don't have any budget for that,but I really wanted to put down my weight. So, I just pay the deposit to book for the treatment in the future..ehe

Actually, I've become who I am seven years ago. Seven years ago, I was a fat girl that was not attractive and of course I've no boyfriend. One day, there's a medical check up at my primary school, I'd been consult by a nurse about my obesity and my name was listed on the obesity students' list! It was a nightmare to me..

I swear to myself that I will take a good care of my health and put down my weight. My mom also helped me in serving healthy meal such as salad, sandwiches, and so on. Soon when I entered the secondary school (boarding school), I started to get active in sports and co-curriculum. I joined taekwondo, 'kadet bomba' and I played hockey. Even though I'm not really good at hockey,but it's just for the sake that I want to get slim.

Every evening me and my friends had to practice hockey, climbed up hills and many more (to maintain our stamina). It was really tiring but I never give up. For your information, I love social and that's one of the ways for me to experience more things around me and get to know many people.But I didn't get involved in bad things huh..

Back to my story. After one month, guess what? I'd put down 10kg! I reached my target to get an ideal weight, that is 50kg. What was surprising me is I could reach my target within one month!! I couldn't believe it. My mom was really shocked to see me slimmer than before when I get back home from boarding school. "Is this my girl?" my mom said. Haha that was funny and I really thank to god.

Indeed, we don't really need to feel down to earth when we get fat. And we also don't have to feel hesitate when we start to have a dream (no matter what your dreams are..). Work for it! Reach your dreams without turning back and without listening to what people are criticising about your dreams. They are not the one who's going to give you what you want. Right?

" DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!! "

2009-11-17T23:22:00.000-08:00

hoorayy!!

finally i have my own blog..

i've no idea what to write right now..ehe

but i'll develop it day by day..

wish me best of luck!!!