Who??

Yesterday me and my sister went to Citibank to pay my father's credit card. There were many people queue up to pay for their credit cards. For the first time we learn how to pay credit card at the ATM mechine..ehe (very nervous maa).. I'm afraid that the mechine will swallow the card, feuh..everything is fine. It only took a few minutes to settle it.Very easy, very fast and very convenient. Then we walked out from there and walk trough Nikko Hotel. At that time I was bubbling about something that not many people could understand, "how the information transfer working from the ATM mechine to the mainframe in order to update our account?". My sister also listened to me without feeling.. =(

Suddenly, there's an untidy man standing right in front of the Nikko Hotel, singing hindustan song. Me and my sister started to open our steps widely and faster. Then, he followed us from behind. Oh man! Do you know how hard it is for me to walk hundred steps per hour using my short legs?! I couldn't stand it anymore. Me and my sister ran to our father's car like crazy people (at that time I was wearing baju kurung). After we reached there, we heard his voice laughing 'mengilai' like a 'kuntilanak' (malay's vampire..ehe).

Actually, I was wondering. Did he laughing at us because we acted like mad people?? What do you think others who watched the scene will think about? Who is mad actually..he or we?

dear PARENTS....

Tuesday, 24th Nov 2009

I wonder why is it so hard for us (as children) to transfer our heart, our feeling to our parents. I feel like there's a gap between adults and teenagers. Are they just can't understand us? Or maybe they don't want to understand us?? Is it because we have no frequent communication or daily communication between these two person? Maybe it's because the parents are very busy with their job, go out early in the and get back home at night. Huh, it's a typical phenomena that happen around us nowadays. But for me people are always giving a lot of excuses to escape from being blamed. Right?

When there's is hard time, there's is bless. Yes, that's their wrong, but as children we can't simply blame them. It's not their fault. It's not what they want. They wish to have times with their family, their beloved ones. But they didn't get the time freedom. All they can give is money, sending us to school, giving us some precious things or gadgets and so on. For me, sometimes we have to analysis (muhasabah) back for things we've been through and make an improvement. 

Actually, they don't really know or understand what we want in our lives. They always say "no!", "you can't do it" and so on. They don't want us to make any mistakes. But that's wrong, dear parents. The best way is you must encourage the children to go for what they want to achieve in life and at the mean time you must act as a motivator and an advisor. Let the children make mistakes, and let them stand up once they fall. Failure that makes a person become more mature in life.

Indeed, what I wrote here is just an opinion...

all the good things come from the Almighty, 

and the bad things come from my own mistakes.. =)

motivation back

Thursday,19th Nov



I went to a fitness center just now, early in the morning(was invited for promotion) to have a slimming treatment. Firstly, the consultant observed on my height, weight and so on. Than, she explained to me about my over weight. The ideal weight for me is 50-52kg, which I've to put down 10kg to get the ideal weight. She offered me to attend a full body slimming treatment that is RM49. Huh! it's a trick. I knew it. I said that I don't have any budget for that,but I really wanted to put down my weight. So, I just pay the deposit to book for the treatment in the future..ehe



Actually, I've become who I am seven years ago. Seven years ago, I was a fat girl that was not attractive and of course I've no boyfriend. One day, there's a medical check up at my primary school, I'd been consult by a nurse about my obesity and my name was listed on the obesity students' list! It was a nightmare to me..

I swear to myself that I will take a good care of my health and put down my weight. My mom also helped me in serving healthy meal such as salad, sandwiches, and so on. Soon when I entered the secondary school (boarding school), I started to get active in sports and co-curriculum. I joined taekwondo, 'kadet bomba' and I played hockey. Even though I'm not really good at hockey,but it's just for the sake that I want to get slim.

Every evening me and my friends had to practice hockey, climbed up hills and many more (to maintain our stamina). It was really tiring but I never give up. For your information, I love social and that's one of the ways for me to experience more things around me and get to know many people.But I didn't get involved in bad things huh..

Back to my story. After one month, guess what? I'd put down 10kg! I reached my target to get an ideal weight, that is 50kg. What was surprising me is I could reach my target within one month!! I couldn't believe it. My mom was really shocked to see me slimmer than before when I get back home from boarding school. "Is this my girl?" my mom said. Haha that was funny and I really thank to god.

Indeed, we don't really need to feel down to earth when we get fat. And we also don't have to feel hesitate when we start to have a dream (no matter what your dreams are..). Work for it! Reach your dreams without turning back and without listening to what people are criticising about your dreams. They are not the one who's going to give you what you want. Right?

" DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!! "

hoorayy!!

finally i have my own blog..

i've no idea what to write right now..ehe

but i'll develop it day by day..

wish me best of luck!!!