hectice and enjoying life!! huh ;0

I've become a very FULLTIME student!! no holiday since I started my 2nd sem of studying..choyyy 

but I'm still ok and keep on a normal life with my family and friends. Since i am already 20 from yesterday, I have to prepare with my adult lifestyle..it's not that I'm doing such a big havoc things like play truant in my lecture or clubbing..but I have to do something that is really meaningful to myself and people around me. I have to serve for my family, my religion and my ummah. And not forgetting my sisters, brothers and my children in Palestine. 

Wish me luck and pray for the best of me in the future!! Amin!=D 

For my beloved late grandma...

Last Saturday, my family and I went back to our hometown in Muar to do some 'gotong-royong' in cleaning up my tok jah's cemetery at Batu6. Everybody has to wait for us to arrive cause we departure from Kuala Lumpur. the day is not too hot and it's not raining..just nice and the wind is whispering in my ears..hehe

                                           *my tok jah is in there...i miss you,atok.....

We were gathering there just to work together, tidy up the cemetery and add more 'turrab' in it. ehmmm I can still remember the day when she'd gone from my life. In one afternoon in a very good day, Friday..when all the muslim men were preparing to go for solat jumaat and I was preparing to perform solat Zuhr. Then, my warden called me. So I went to her house with a big question mark in my head (?). She whispered to me calmly, "Asmah, awak bersiap sekarang ye..nenek awak dah meninggal". I was spechless and I just obey what my warden says.

When I reached the musolla, I started to cried out loud and my body felt so weak and shaking that I can't stand up to perform my prayer. I cried one's heart is satisfied, then I have some strength to pray but still can't stop the tears out of my eyes. After finished my prayer I quickly packed my bags and bought a ticket to Muar. "Tok Jah, atok jer nenek yang Nabila ada. Nabila dah takde nenek dah..........." I sodaqoh for her the verses of Holy Quran till the funerals.

Later on the same year, the two sisters of grandma followed her to the next life....and on the same day, 'Yaumu Jumaah'.

*they're filling the 'turrab' (earth) in the cemetery

                                              *my cutie little cousins......

                                         

                                          *Hidayah

*our late uncle Yazri is now close to his mom....

 *dah cantik daa...

PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!!

Every day we tell each other

That this day will be the last

And tomorrow we all can go home free

And all this will finally end

Palestine tomorrow will be free

No mother no father to wipe away my tears

That's why I won't cry

I feel scared but I won't show my fears

I keep my head high

Deep in my heart I never have any doubt

That Palestine tomorrow will be free

Palestine tomorrow will be free

I saw those rockets and bombs shining in the sky

Like drops of rain in the sun's light

Taking away everyone dear to my heart

destroying my dreams in a blink of an eye

What happened to our human rights?

What happened to the sanctity of life?

And all those other lies?

I know that I'm only a child

But is your conscience still alive

I will caress with my bare hands

Every precious grain of sand

Every stone and every tree

'Cause no matter what they do

They can never hurt you

Coz your soul will always be free

Palestine tomorrow will be free

Palestine tomorrow will be free

BERLARI

Aku yang telah merasa keliru
Aku yang tak tahu mana nak tuju
Sampai bila harus aku menjadi bisu

Kamu yang mahu mencintai aku
Kamu yang mahu mencintai dia
Haruskah cinta ini jadi begitu
Tak perlu kau merayu
Pergilah bersamanya
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tak perlu kau menyakiti

 
Kini ku bebas tanpa bayangmu lagi
Bebas ‘tuk berlari
Mengejar impian aku
Yang terkunci
Walaupun tanpamu di sisi
Aku kan berlari
Teruskan berlari

Dan kini semua telah terbukti
Tanpamu ku masih ada di sini
Mengejar impian yang hampir pasti
Kamu yang mahu mencintai aku
Kamu yang mahu mencintai dia
Haruskah cinta ini jadi begitu

Tak perlu kau merayu
Pergilah bersamanya
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tak mahu kau menyakiti

Gelap sudah menjadi terang
Pandangan semakin jauh
Jauh meninggalkan kamu
Terus ku terus berlari
Kan ku capai bintang itu

Lagend of Devil Boy!!

I was thrilled to watch 'Lagenda Budak Setan'. It was adapted from a novel written by Ahadiat Akashah, a greatest Malaysian novelist. Actually I'm really not that kind of person who love to read novels, but I really love watching movies!! That's why I will not missed watching this film and for your information, this is my first time enjoying Malay love movie in the cinema. Bad girl huh...=p haha "support local movie!!"

This movie is about a boy named, Kasyah (Farid Kamil) with his friends, Sapi, Man, Cin Cai whom are the naughtiest students in campus. They like breaking rules in the university and thay named their group as "Anti-Women's Group". Suddenly, Kasyah's behavior changed drastically when he first time met a new student, Ayu (Lisa Surihani). She's really a beautiful girl.

But for me all the conflicts in this movie come just because of misunderstanding the real meaning of love..the only good character in this film is only Kasyah, even though he's the devil boy but at least he is such a loyal and sincere person in love. That's the kindness that he has in the innerside.

Frankly speaking, this is not the right way for all of the audiences to follow the love 'style'....ok peace=D

    

Sometimes...................

Sometimes I wish to go some places like this.............

Sometimes I wish to have a bedroom like this.......

Sometimes I wish to have a pool like this............

Sometimes I wish to have a house like this...................

Masya Allah.......!! So beautiful!!!=)

“Telah diriwayatkan daripada Siti Aishah bahawa ia telah berkata : “Sedang aku menjahit baju pada waktu sahur (sebelum subuh) maka jatuhlah jarum daripada tanganku, tiba-tiba kebetulan lampu pun padam, lalu masuklah Rasulullah s.a.w. Ketika itu juga aku dapat mengutip jarum itu kerana cahaya wajahnya, lalu aku berkata, ” Hai Rasulullah alangkah bercahayanya wajahmu!
Seterusnya aku bertanya: ” Siapakah yang tidak akan melihatmu pada hari kiamat?”

Jawab Rasulullah : “Orang yang bakhil.”

Aku bertanya lagi : “Siapakah orang yang bakhil itu?”

Jawab baginda : “Orang yang ketika disebut namaku di depannya, dia tidak mengucap selawat ke atasku.”

Cintailah Rasulullah… jangan membenci segala kata-katanya, perbuatannya serta arahannya kerana kesannya yang pasti tidak akan dapat melihat wajah Rasulullah..Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin…