Firstly,I am really excited to watch the movie because I thought that Bella would be a vampire and as part of Carlisle's family. But unfortunately not yet. Actually Edward sucked her blood (in the 'Twilight") to take out the poison in Bella's body,it's the hardest thing he has ever done. Then, she's been eager asking from Edward to change her into a vampire. Next. I don't to tell you..haha you must watch it your self.

  I hate the thing that suddenly the story switches my intention about who should Bella give her love to? On the first movie off course the true love is between Edward and Bella. But then I think that Bella should love Jacob (the werewolf) with all her heart because Edward left her just like that! For me, the most important thing is we should prefer the one who love us more than the one who we love. Indeed Jacob is the one who really loves her and sacrifice everything just to make sure that she is safe. Not Edward!

  hurm..I'm just hope that the next movie will be a better ending. happily ever after....=) 

KITA ADALAH PELOPOR TAMADUN BARU.

This is a writing from my favourite motivator.. :

Ingat lagi kisah suatu hari sebuah kereta kecil? Ingat lagi kisah sebuah kereta besar lagi import yang mengatasi? Ingat lagi tentang sebuah motosikal besar berkuasa tinggi buatan Italy?

  Semua kisah kenderaan ini mampu memberi kita motivasi sambil merenung makna kehidupan. Ia sebahagian daripada aliran Islam Hadhari. Dalam Islam Hadhari, kita digalakkan menggunakan kereta besar lagi mewah untuk ke masjid. Dengan itu kita seolah-olah memberitahu kepada orang kafir, Islam yang aku anuti tidak menghalang aku menjadi kaya. Ia tidak menghalang aku berusaha gigih dan kuat bekerja. Apa yang aku miliki ini lambang kepada unggul diriku dan tuntasnya agama anutanku.

  Imam Besar Masjid Sultan Salahuddin, Shah Alam, Ustaz Haji Othman Hamzah, berkata, "Dulu orang pergi ke masjid berjalan kaki padahal dia ada kereta. Tujuannya supaya mendapat pahala lebih dan kelihatan zuhud serta bersifat hamba. Pun supaya tidak kelihatan sombong. Sebenarnya, kalau ada kereta Mercedes Benz mata belalang, bawalah kereta itu sewaktu ke masjid. Tunjukkan kekuatan umat Islam. Niat kerana ALLAH."

  Konsep Islam Hadhari diperkenalkan supaya umat Islam di Malaysia menjadi pelopor tamadun baru yang dapat memimpin masyarakat dunia dalam membawa perubahan yang membina dan bersifat holistik. Umat Islam bukan sahaja perlu bergerak seiring dengan bangsa-bangsa lain malah perlu mempertingkatkan daya usaha, komitmen dan pengorbanan supaya negara kita terus dilihat sebagai negara contoh dan menjadi khaira ummah (umat terbilang).

  Umat terbilang apanya kalau berjalan kaki kerana benar-benar tidak mampu akibat malas bekerja. Umat terbilang apanya kalau berkopiah buruk ke masjid sedangkan ada kopiah baru - semata-mata takut sombong, riak, takbur, ujub dan semua yang seangkatan. Penampilan diri kita yang melambangkan kemewahan jika betul niatnya kerana ALLAH juga adalah satu bentuk dakwah. Malah pada pandangan saya, dakwah seperti ini lebih berkesan daripada dakwah mulut - cakap saja berdegar-degar, buatnya tidak.

  Seorang pendakwah yang memandu Hyundai Elantra bagi saya lebih dipercayai dan dihormati daripada yang memandu Proton Wira. Ukuran dunia sekarang mengikut apa yang engkau miliki - rumah jenis apa kamu tinggal dan kereta jenis apa yang kamu pandu.

  Membangun dalam konteks ketamadunan tidak bererti menolak persoalan ritual secara total tetapi melihat Islam sebagai satu sistem yang mantap dan sempurna. Tamadun tidak akan berkembang dengan baik dan tuntas tanpa adanya dorongan daripada penghayatan aspek kerohanian.

  Konsep hubungan dengan ALLAH dan hubungan sesama manusia dala aspek ketamadunan ini meletakkan manusia dengan dua tanggungjawab utama iaitu sebagai hamba kepada ALLAH dan khalifah yang mentadbir alam ini.

  Kha;ifah apanya kalau diri sendiri bagaikan tidak terurus. Penganut agama lain terus memacu laju dan anda masih terkial-kial di temapat yang sama. Mewarisi kepapaan dan sifat pasif orang dahulu bukan aliran yang sesuai lagi pada zaman kini.

  "Mari bekerja keras macam saya, jangan bersenag-senang walhal tak senang macam ramai daripada kita."

-DR. HM TUAH ISKANDAR-

love..love..love

  I don't really understand why girls can't think wisely when they are in love. I don't say all, but most of them become 'stupid' when they get into this emosional situation. Huh..I'm totally sick of it! Please listen to what am I going to say. Please do not put your personal into your job or your study and please be professional. Think twice or more before you act! I'm telling you this is serious..I know, you might not understand what I mean..

  Sometimes we have to sacrifice something in our lives, or even in our DAILY life. It's not wrong to be in love.Even me myself also have my special soulmate. But please don't put away your study just because of your loved ones. Can you imagine a girl who would probably play truant her class just because want to have a date with her loved ones. I'm sorry..for me that is ridiculous. When you put the desire (so called as 'nafsu') in front of your sense, then you'll know the consequences.. I've tried to advice her but she won't listen. She even tell me that her loved ones is more important than anything.I told her that Azim (my loved ones) and me always get into dilemma when we have to cancel our date in the last minute just because either me or he has an extra class to attend. You might think we are a 'skema' couple..but you are totally wrong..ehehe..I'm actually in business study and Azim..haha frankly speaking, he doesn't like study (sorry baby..) but he likes vocational study. He's now study in culinary (chef meh....=) at ikbn, Melacca. How sweet..ehe

  Ehm back to our story. For us, the most important thing is understanding and we must know how to defferentiate between priority and non priority, career and personal etc. I'm sorry if I would hurt anybody's hearts. I try to give the best to all the readers and my fellow friends, sincerely..

*these are the words of true love...


For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all



You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me



You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you



You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me



You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you



You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me



I'm everything I am

Because you loved me



"Because You Loved Me" Song Lyrics

(Performed by Celine Dion)

Sorry. It's been a long time that I didn't have a chance to update my blog, because I have to attend a Language Support Programme in my university. I met a lot of new friends there. I don't know what to say about that programme except it's busy, no break day, tiring and boring!huh..not enough facilities,no cc, no network..ehmm

But I'm glad to have new friends. They all are supportive and they are the one who cheer the class up. No story from me for tonight cause I am really sleepy. Daa...

Who??

Yesterday me and my sister went to Citibank to pay my father's credit card. There were many people queue up to pay for their credit cards. For the first time we learn how to pay credit card at the ATM mechine..ehe (very nervous maa).. I'm afraid that the mechine will swallow the card, feuh..everything is fine. It only took a few minutes to settle it.Very easy, very fast and very convenient. Then we walked out from there and walk trough Nikko Hotel. At that time I was bubbling about something that not many people could understand, "how the information transfer working from the ATM mechine to the mainframe in order to update our account?". My sister also listened to me without feeling.. =(

Suddenly, there's an untidy man standing right in front of the Nikko Hotel, singing hindustan song. Me and my sister started to open our steps widely and faster. Then, he followed us from behind. Oh man! Do you know how hard it is for me to walk hundred steps per hour using my short legs?! I couldn't stand it anymore. Me and my sister ran to our father's car like crazy people (at that time I was wearing baju kurung). After we reached there, we heard his voice laughing 'mengilai' like a 'kuntilanak' (malay's vampire..ehe).

Actually, I was wondering. Did he laughing at us because we acted like mad people?? What do you think others who watched the scene will think about? Who is mad actually..he or we?

dear PARENTS....

Tuesday, 24th Nov 2009

I wonder why is it so hard for us (as children) to transfer our heart, our feeling to our parents. I feel like there's a gap between adults and teenagers. Are they just can't understand us? Or maybe they don't want to understand us?? Is it because we have no frequent communication or daily communication between these two person? Maybe it's because the parents are very busy with their job, go out early in the and get back home at night. Huh, it's a typical phenomena that happen around us nowadays. But for me people are always giving a lot of excuses to escape from being blamed. Right?

When there's is hard time, there's is bless. Yes, that's their wrong, but as children we can't simply blame them. It's not their fault. It's not what they want. They wish to have times with their family, their beloved ones. But they didn't get the time freedom. All they can give is money, sending us to school, giving us some precious things or gadgets and so on. For me, sometimes we have to analysis (muhasabah) back for things we've been through and make an improvement. 

Actually, they don't really know or understand what we want in our lives. They always say "no!", "you can't do it" and so on. They don't want us to make any mistakes. But that's wrong, dear parents. The best way is you must encourage the children to go for what they want to achieve in life and at the mean time you must act as a motivator and an advisor. Let the children make mistakes, and let them stand up once they fall. Failure that makes a person become more mature in life.

Indeed, what I wrote here is just an opinion...

all the good things come from the Almighty, 

and the bad things come from my own mistakes.. =)

motivation back

Thursday,19th Nov



I went to a fitness center just now, early in the morning(was invited for promotion) to have a slimming treatment. Firstly, the consultant observed on my height, weight and so on. Than, she explained to me about my over weight. The ideal weight for me is 50-52kg, which I've to put down 10kg to get the ideal weight. She offered me to attend a full body slimming treatment that is RM49. Huh! it's a trick. I knew it. I said that I don't have any budget for that,but I really wanted to put down my weight. So, I just pay the deposit to book for the treatment in the future..ehe



Actually, I've become who I am seven years ago. Seven years ago, I was a fat girl that was not attractive and of course I've no boyfriend. One day, there's a medical check up at my primary school, I'd been consult by a nurse about my obesity and my name was listed on the obesity students' list! It was a nightmare to me..

I swear to myself that I will take a good care of my health and put down my weight. My mom also helped me in serving healthy meal such as salad, sandwiches, and so on. Soon when I entered the secondary school (boarding school), I started to get active in sports and co-curriculum. I joined taekwondo, 'kadet bomba' and I played hockey. Even though I'm not really good at hockey,but it's just for the sake that I want to get slim.

Every evening me and my friends had to practice hockey, climbed up hills and many more (to maintain our stamina). It was really tiring but I never give up. For your information, I love social and that's one of the ways for me to experience more things around me and get to know many people.But I didn't get involved in bad things huh..

Back to my story. After one month, guess what? I'd put down 10kg! I reached my target to get an ideal weight, that is 50kg. What was surprising me is I could reach my target within one month!! I couldn't believe it. My mom was really shocked to see me slimmer than before when I get back home from boarding school. "Is this my girl?" my mom said. Haha that was funny and I really thank to god.

Indeed, we don't really need to feel down to earth when we get fat. And we also don't have to feel hesitate when we start to have a dream (no matter what your dreams are..). Work for it! Reach your dreams without turning back and without listening to what people are criticising about your dreams. They are not the one who's going to give you what you want. Right?

" DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!! "

hoorayy!!

finally i have my own blog..

i've no idea what to write right now..ehe

but i'll develop it day by day..

wish me best of luck!!!